I found something I wrote after I completed the second season of Biggest Healthiest Loser in 2010. Crazy how I have written very similar things on here without even remembering that I had written this. I was second place for that season. It was a great program and taught me soo much about this journey. I still keep in touch with a lot of people I met during it. Anyway, I thought I would share what I wrote back then.
I
have been overweight since I was 8 years old. I remember being
teased on the bus about being the fat girl. I remember boys looking
at my differently because I was not the thin girl at the pool or in
class. I remember being embarrassed to weigh over 100 pounds in
elementary school
During
a few years of high school/college I dieted, yes that horrible D word, and lost
80 or 90 pounds. However, it did not
stay off due to not changing my lifestyle and eating habits. I put all that weight back on and then
some. This has been the same pattern for
the last 10 years. I would take a little
off and then put it back on.
After
I had my daughter, 4 years ago, I decided it was time to change. I began losing weight but without a real
support system it was slow. I needed
encouragement and people around me to keep me going. Someone must have been reading my mind
because I got just what I needed.
In
2009, RCI and Promotion Fitness introduced Biggest Healthiest Loser. My friend told me all about it and encouraged
me to sign up. Thank goodness I
did. This started the journey I have
been on for the last 15 months. It has
been an amazing experience. There has
been pain, physical and mental, moments of weakness and places where I got
completely off track. The trick has been to not beat myself up and
get back on track.
Why
did I do this? Because I am fighting 26
years of weight. I am fighting to show my children an example of what a
healthy lifestyle looks like and how to prevent becoming overweight. I
want to prevent them feeling the pain of being an overweight child and living
with the battle that I now face. I am
fighting to show others that they can make these changes.
This
is a fight that won't end when the scale finally shows my goal
weight. I will have to live the rest of my life making the right
decisions to never gain the weight back. Just as an
alcoholic will have a predisposition to pick it up again, my body has
definitely picked the weight up again and again through the years. This
battle must remain ever present in my life. Many people that have never
experienced a lifelong issue with weight may never understand.
I have
learned through this amazing journey that I have impacted others, just as
others have had huge effects on my progress. I am truly honored that my
struggles and successes have helped others. I enjoy sharing my journey
with others to gain support and encouragement. However, in the end it is
up to me to fulfill this obligation I have to myself and my family.
I have
met some amazing people throughout this journey and I am grateful for each of
them. The Promotion Fitness staff has been invaluable and if not for them
I would not be where I am today. My coworkers, my girls, you know who you
are, my family and most importantly my husband. Kent fell in love with me when
I was over 100 pounds more than I am now. His unconditional love and
support has been invaluable. He continues to get up every morning to help
me start my day at 5:00 AM and works out with me any chance he gets. I
could not ask for a better partner in this.
The
only advice I have for anyone in anything they need to accomplish is:
Start
today! Don't put it off one more day. Gain the support of those
around you because they will be your encouragement and help guide you
through. If you fall off, get right back on.